Lots of Stress

So it's been a while since I've posted and that's because we have been under a lot of stress here. While Husband was out Ubering he got ran off the road and had to drive up onto a curb to avoid being hit by some random guy who thought he was more important that the safety of others. Due to that the car is messed up. Uber's insurance is covering it, but we have to come up with the $1000 deductible.

Surprisingly I don't happen to have an extra $1k lying around. We have started a GoFundMe. Due to the car being down we don't have a way to make any extra money and we have bills coming up. Not only that we can't afford to get the my meds for my PTSD, depression, and suicidal thoughts. We have had to ask family members to buy our food and food for our cats.

It's to the point I am having to give up my two male guinea pigs because we simply cannot take care of them properly. Our rent is being raised as well by $100 which sucks because we are going to have a hard enough time as is. Our cell phones are being turned off since we can't pay that bill. Our electric bill is coming up and they will shut us off because we can't pay them either.

Lady (our puppy) is doing great though. Luckily we got her and all her stuff before this happened and hopefully have enough for a while. Husband has been in pain after the accident too so we think he cracked a few ribs.

Due to all this stress my weight loss has kind of taken a back seat for me. I'm not eating properly when I do eat. I'm not eating enough I know that too. I also know I'm not getting the exercise I should be. It's just too hard to do a workout when my having issues with my PTSD. Even as I'm typing this I hit something and suddenly screen is now a half inch to the left!

I gained some weight back but not much. I'm only back up to 253. It's depressing, but I've come to far to really give up. The best I can do with my depression is try to make sure I'm getting my steps in and not eating bad things when I do eat. Well that's all for now. I'll post again tonight with my current stats and stuff.

-Ayvid

Car Troubles and Rain

So today we went to go get the car looked at again. That tire was still leaking air even though I took it yesterday morning. We thought they fixed it, but when Husband went back out to Uber again the tire was still losing pressure. So we took it back and found out it was leaking around the patch. That means we need a new tire. We can't quite afford it right now so we are going to keep a close eye on it.

It's been pretty rainy this afternoon too which is nice because we need it here in Utah. I did take a nice walk around the entire block and only got slightly winded. So I'm getting better. I got my steps long before my walk though. I am under my calories again today, but I don't feel hungry so I'm not too worried. If I get hungry I can get myself a little snack or something.

My big orange female cat (Michonne) just attacked my phone. She was laying on it when an alarm went off so she freaked out and attacked it until it fell to the floor. Good thing I have a phone case lol. Well that's all for me today.

-Ayvid

Today's Stats:
Weight: 258.0 (8/18)
Waist: 46.5" (8/18)
Step Streak: 1 days (Longest: 14)
Soda Streak: 2 days (Longest: 7)